We explore belonging and self-understanding through the lens of silence.
As a group of six girls from diverse backgrounds, we found ourselves drawn together by a shared curiosity amidst the chaos of our fast-paced world. Amidst the clamor, we sought to delve into the concept of silence and its profound impact on our sense of belonging and self-awareness.
This project serves as a journey through our exploratory research, where we share our reflections, experiences, and the transformative power of silence in our journey towards self-discovery and belonging.
Our workshop, inspired by the philosophy of the Pirahã people and concepts from countermapping articulated by André Mesquita and the traditions of Quaker meetings, aims to create a unique space for self-exploration and connection through the act of drawing shadows. Participants will engage in two distinct exercises: drawing their own shadows and drawing another person’s shadow. Drawing one’s own shadow becomes an exercise in embracing chaos and imperfection. As participants attempt to trace their own shadows, the slightest movement of their hand produces swirls and erratic lines, reflecting the ever-shifting nature of self-perception. This process encourages individuals to accept and embrace the fluidity of their identity, fostering a sense of belonging within oneself. In contrast, drawing another person’s shadow requires stillness and acceptance. The individual whose shadow is being drawn must stand in quiet contemplation, acknowledging and embracing their own presence before allowing another to capture their silhouette. This act of vulnerability promotes introspection and builds trust between participants, breaking down barriers and fostering genuine connections. Drawing inspiration from Julietta Singh’s exploration of the limitations of archival restoration in “No Archive Will Restore You,” our workshop offers a unique approach to self-archiving. Rather than relying on external records or representations, participants engage in a direct, embodied experience of self-reflection and acceptance. By immersing themselves in silence and the physical act of drawing, participants transcend traditional modes of self-preservation and connect with their inner selves on a deeper level. In Quaker tradition, silence is not merely the absence of noise but a profound stillness that allows individuals to center themselves and listen to the inner voice of truth. Similarly, the act of drawing shadows in our workshop encourages participants to enter into a state of quiet contemplation, where they can confront and embrace their own inner truths. Through this workshop, we aim to cultivate a sense of peace, introspection, and interconnectedness among participants. By embracing chaos, vulnerability, and acceptance, individuals not only forge deeper connections with themselves but also with others, ultimately fostering a community built on understanding and empathy.
